SadieDawn,
Sorry you are having downer days. It is good to post and let others know they are not alone. I have been having hot flashes again with profuse sweatting. No I am not in menopause, maybe manopause. Also I'm tired being nauseated. My wife is getting tired of me leaving the restaurant to toss my cookies after eating. Don't know which medicine is causing that. I am NOT pregnant even though I look like it.I was really down lately and then my son showed me a picture of his child's sonagram. My spirits lifted and know that I have a purpose. That baby needs a grandpa. Even though I can't run with the baby, I can certainly hold him/her and give a lot of love.
Hope things improve for you. Keep posting. It is good to share your feelings with those who understand.
Also, my beard is really getting thin due to the drugs. I could shave it off; but it still hides one of my chins.
Phil