Re: Re: disheartened


Re: Re: disheartened -- Cynthia Ford
Posted by Sadiedawn ® , 2008/05/02, 20:20:53 Post Reply Top of Thread Main Forum
Thanks for your sympathy. It helps to know people understand because sometimes it feels so lonely going through this on my own. I had a huge breakdown in the infusion clinic today while getting my IVIg. I am just so tired of not feeling good. When I ended up with a headache after doing so well for the past several months, it was the icing on the cake. The dam broke loose and out came the tears. 17 years I've been dealing with this. Granted, I've been off medication for a chunk of that but I'm beginning to wonder if I'll ever be off meds again.

I'm pretty sure I'm going to drop trying to graduate with honors. It's just too much right now. I'm in an accelerated nursing program so we don't follow a traditional schedule. I have 5 more weeks left in the second term and then we're off for a month. There are four terms total so in 5 weeks, I'm 1/2 way done.

Thanks again.

Chy JDM dx1991
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